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hey ***** *** sorry ya. din mean for u to be scolded. super sorry. really. hey nett. its great to hear dat u r alright. take care. will always be there for ya.
well. yesterday training den went out. went home den tuition.den went down to dance sch. to do de deco for de stalls. stayed up real late. coz de tents were only up at 11pm. n we set up till 2am. den this morning went there freaking early to get things ready. was really bz. international women's week. so waterloo street was having carnival. we were bz with selling stuff. was rushing here n there lyk a mad woman. bringing de kids for lesson at blk 261.den bring them over to tour de new sch building. den gotta tend stores. den bring out to de roadside n sell. was going crazy. was trying to do my hw. de zuo wen n zuo ye. ms tan's. n mdm yap's maths. n got ***** *** into trouble. sorry ya. was trying very hard to cope with doing work n duties at stall. really sorry. i juz wanted to show dat i could manage everything properly. doing pbl stuff nw so come online. but i haven done my work. i dunno how. but im determined. to show dat i can cope with dance school. cca hse n everything.
wad i failure im. really. CCA. haven been doing very well. i cant even run 5 rounds. stupid knee giving me all de probs. i cant do anything right. always getting scolded for training. competition coming. really dunno how.
as for hse. im really sorry. i did train. but i guess it juz wasn't enuf. i had to lose to jeanette after all. was really guilty when hidayah n nicole came up to me saying that they got champs for their level. i guess i hv failed to do my part again. i could sense how disappointed they were when i said i only got 2nd. but im really sorry. i really did my best. i gave it all. but im born a failure. sorry i let u guys down. i din mean to.
im sorry dat i wasn't there to help u gen. i know u hv been doing loads. far more than wad im doing. i dun think its fair for me to stay on as claz chair. u do much more than me. i seriously wanna give my position to u. u deserve it n i dont. i haven been doing my part. i haven been of any help. to any teacher or any of u. sorry. i dunno wad made this change in me.
to my friends. so sorry if i hv snapped at u all recently. haven been in a gd mood. too much on my mind. im really sorry. i juz hope that u all can put urselves in my shoe. n mayb u will realise wad im going through is hell. im sorry if i haven been listening to ur probs. giving u advice or anything. i hv far more to worry. im really sorry.
i hv studied really hard for this common test. n im glad that all my hard work paid off. quite pleased with some of my results. thanks ppl for helping n encouraging me all along. thanks. esp. jamie. luv u loads. thanks a million.
i wan some ppl to know that all these leadership n stuff is all within my control. i can cope. i really can. but sometimes i cant finish my work due to stuff n i need u all to undersatnd. i juz wanna give up my chair person position. den i can really cope. b coz. most importantly. i dun think i deserve my position. im not fit to be a claz chair.

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